tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87249289332989309472011-07-08T08:35:48.287-07:00Cloudhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786755500435756531noreply@blogger.comBlogger51100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8724928933298930947.post-45725410446047866942010-03-21T08:31:00.000-07:002010-03-21T08:38:12.135-07:00Why there's always a mistake only makes awake?<br />If there's no mistake, awakening sense do not occur.<br />A big mistakes pays a lot. Some even pays everything include your own.<br /><br />Can it consider a mistake?<br />No it's not. It's consider as a stupidness of myself.<br /><br />Know it's wrong but you go for it.<br />Know it's a hole there but u still want to jump down.<br />Know if continue walk one step more, I will be bang my car, but i still walk.<br /><br />Why?<br />Coz I'm stupid.<br />End up? Worst than sleeping in a hospital.<br />Since stay in hospital only one ppl suffer but now two.<br /><br />I'm stupid? Yes.<br />But I've lost by doing this mistake, but no matter how I would wish to back to normal.<br /><br />I've regret. Sorry.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8724928933298930947-4572541044604786694?l=non-satisfaction.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Cloudhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786755500435756531noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8724928933298930947.post-33036508248745771462009-07-15T00:38:00.000-07:002009-07-15T00:46:31.843-07:00Today the third day of our 1 Year and 3 months anniversary.<br /><br />Basically feeling goes back downwards, sometimes to argue because of some small problem.<br /><br />But sometimes do feel quite happy too. Weird feeling.<br /><br />Sometimes do think about try to break up? But How?<br /><br />We nearly stay together d. Seem like one week 6 days are sleeping together.<br /><br />Sometimes her house, sometimes my house.<br /><br />If i break up ? How's all my clothing there?<br /><br />We're joining both of money together.<br /><br />If break up, how do the money settle?<br /><br />She's part of owning the few breeding dog.<br /><br />If break up, how do them goes to? <br /><br />That why everything goes difficulty.<br /><br />That makes me never goes towards decision.<br /><br />Stay Normal.. Stay Continue..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8724928933298930947-3303650824874577146?l=non-satisfaction.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Cloudhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786755500435756531noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8724928933298930947.post-46289926096080587972009-01-07T21:30:00.000-08:002009-01-07T21:34:49.769-08:00Time passes , relationship doesn't go downwards but upwards. That's the miracle.<br />Everyones would say that Relationship will be boringness once long...<br />But there's different. I started to appreciate her, love her for more than I did.<br /><br />It's make me couldn't lose her... I need her to by my side forever. No matter how, she's still my forever.<br /><br />Time do not bring ppl further away but nearer.<br /><br />Thanks GoD for giving me her.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8724928933298930947-4628992609608058797?l=non-satisfaction.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Cloudhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786755500435756531noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8724928933298930947.post-11668050252451591362008-11-12T18:13:00.000-08:002008-11-12T18:32:04.752-08:00Today it's already 7months anniversary with her.. Sometimes I feel, does her suit me? Everytimes I walk with her when they're peoples around.. I would try to think?<br />Did they laughing at me or should I get a better or a prettier want?<br />She's not ugly, she's quite pretty.. But I couldnt satisfy it..<br />I'm keep thinking could it able to get a better one if I leave her?<br />But I don't wish to lose her.. She already became my part of my life..<br />Everyday we meet each other from the start till now.. If I lose her? How would i feel?<br />"cut out part of my body to throw"? I don think I will feel nice if i did that..<br />I'm still really very love her.. But i keep wan for better want.. I cant stop my greedyness...<br />This is my longest relationship.. I'm trying to make it last.. Last till the end..<br />But my greedyness keep forcing me to leave.. to betray.. to go...<br />I could'nt feel anything now if I lose her..<br />Probably will totally gone of my life.. Regret? Sad?<br />Or Maybe getting better like relieved myself?<br /><br />Everytimes I'm thinking if she betray me first, then I got the chances to leave.. to give reason..<br />But I don't think she will.. She's too love me and I'm too...<br />But my friend around me always said that when I'm gonna break?<br />I dont feel like doing it but really cant stop my satisfaction need..<br /><br />Therefore on End of December, she's going to the National Services for 3months..<br />I'm trying to think for finding a New wan on that duration..<br />Is I'm Bad? I agree too!! I cannt really stop it to think bout it!!<br />Or Maybe can able make feel how if she's not around me...<br />Isn't that i need her that mucchhhhh.......<br /><br />Some chinese idioms said "Needle didn't cuts you on your skin , then you wouldnt feel the pain".<br />It's means that if dint breeaaakk then I wouldn't feel the painfulness, sadness..<br />I dont wan to feel that.. But I keep wan a New Wan!!!<br /><br />What a Life!!<br />It's so stressful!<br />But I'm trying not to do that..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8724928933298930947-1166805025245159136?l=non-satisfaction.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Cloudhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786755500435756531noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8724928933298930947.post-26301534809294802008-11-06T22:07:00.000-08:002008-11-06T22:21:09.588-08:00<span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Why do human couldn't satisfy what they have it now?<br />Why do ppl cant fullfill theirself till the end?<br />Why do everyone are greedy? </span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Why do God make us like that?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Why I am one that like the others? <br />Why cant I fullfill myself?<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Did God purposely making us suffer?<br />Or God just want us for experience and fight for the better?</span><br /><br />No ones know..<br />But God knows...<br /><br />I would fight for myself...<br />For making my fullfillness last......<br /><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8724928933298930947-2630153480929480?l=non-satisfaction.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Cloudhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05786755500435756531noreply@blogger.com0