Regret

Why there's always a mistake only makes awake?
If there's no mistake, awakening sense do not occur.
A big mistakes pays a lot. Some even pays everything include your own.

Can it consider a mistake?
No it's not. It's consider as a stupidness of myself.

Know it's wrong but you go for it.
Know it's a hole there but u still want to jump down.
Know if continue walk one step more, I will be bang my car, but i still walk.

Why?
Coz I'm stupid.
End up? Worst than sleeping in a hospital.
Since stay in hospital only one ppl suffer but now two.

I'm stupid? Yes.
But I've lost by doing this mistake, but no matter how I would wish to back to normal.

I've regret. Sorry.